Wednesday, November 7, 2007
It's lonely here. I don't quite know what to explain it as. I think it's because none of the co-workers I'm around do I have any desire to hang out with. The ones I'd like to get to know don't work near me and I can't get to know them without S. around. My shy-ness is overwhelmed by her huge need to be payed attention to. I want friends. It's so lonely here. This is kinda why F getting a new job is so horrid. It separates me more from the friends I do have.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
He has a new job
He's moving back home
I don't know why this is throwing me off so much except that part of my life, my routine was coming to visit him. It's going to be so much harder to see my friends because i won't be going to see him. I don't think he gets that. I don't know how to make him understand.
Also, that will be more of a final page closing on my time at PLTC. That kinda worries me too.
Meh. Blaurgh. And more thoughts along that line.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
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